Saturday, 6 June 2015

Maa - a little granny

Maa - a little granny




     When I see lying her on bed helpless and dependent it just makes me feel reckless and torned sometimes I feel its unfair injustice to a soul who has sacrificed all her life sometimes for her husband , sometimes for her children , sometimes for her grandchildren and many times without reasons .
      She met with brain stroke 2 years back and since then she has been fighting with her immune , Few days back doctor diagnosed her with some more complications . She is having a stone in her gall bladder and also a cancerous tumor located in the busiest area of her body.
      She has become fragile and is tired fighting with these sea changes. Doctor has infused a permanent pipe in her nose from which she has to take all the food inside to be more specific liquid food. 
      Lying on bed she now smiles at every visitor sometimes she tries to cry tears roll down but words don't spell out. Numb , motionless at times she gazes , sometimes she recollects her childhood days and recalls her mother. 
      I would say she raised 8 children 4 of her own and the other 4 her grandchildren under some of most trying circumstances in life and also with some weird nature of her near and dear ones finally all are grown up and laying their part at best. Now when she could reap the benefits of her investments , sit back relax and enjoy her life, see her grandson's kids playing around and can feel how much her grandchildren love her, she is dazed and is now remote from this plastic world.
      Roles are now reversed, she needs to be taken care like a baby, fed time and again. Don't know for how many days she will take to recover but with all our support and love she will win this victory. Its been hard to share this but its a tribute to my grand mother-in-law, to acknowledge her sacrifice, her dedication and devotion.

Love you Maa and we all pray that you recover soon.......